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The Smell of Rain... 2002-03-06 - 4:13 p.m. [Music: Random Radio Crapiness] It rained today. Well, not really rained like it rained back home...this is comparitive to spit with what rain was back east...but still, it did. It was nice. Made the air thick and tangy that way only rain can...and it calmed me down a little bit...a little bit. I dunno what all is wrong with me as of late. There's just this overall blah feeling..and I can't quite figure out where exactly I belong. I really miss home, particularly I miss Martin. Martin was great...not quite handsome, not ugly either though...and I know the boy had a crush on me, as much as he said he was over me...~sighs~ I miss that dammit...I miss little stupid things like that...I mean...i was watching a movie last night and a commercial came on for a different movie and I just sorta started crying...crying because I rmeember the first time I watched it was one of the times Martin had come over and he'd stayed so late and we'd just sat on the couch and play wrestled...and it was nice...it was so comfortable... I miss my comfortable little place with people. I have no one out here I can just wrap my arms around and be with a while...no one I feel I can talk to...or see...not really...and dammit...I need that..it's just the way I am! I miss people...too much...I lose people too much. I have things to do...I just can't right now...maybe...if I can...I will call Christian..it might cheer me up a little...for someone I hated blindly for so long...he's really a sweet boy...this is Viz's ex Christian by the way... NOT love of my life asshole dickhead cunt Chrystian...gee...am I still angry? I wonder. -_-;; Anyway...take care of yourselves sweeties... ~Angel in Runes~