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This is Home... 2002-03-30 - 6:08 p.m. [Music: Uninvited - Alanis Morisette] We are tired....just..tired. It's been a long time since something like this has happened...Of course we are dealing and Vicky's gift helps...but...~shrugs~ It's hard constantly trying to keep in balance and not explode and we think people don't realize this...too self-absorbed maybe. It's just...odd...that we try to never assume anything...and yet everything is assumed of us...some exceptions made of course. It all boils back down to lack of understanding again. And we're just getting fed up of keeping the illusion of it all. Sick of hiding from people and pretending it'll all be okay. We tasted truth again and it was quite delicious. No more lying sweetlings...it's not for us. ~shrugs again~ We have a lot of writing to do still. A short story for Ms. Gebbie's class...we might fix up Sometimes it Hurts, that old tale about Chrystian and his lastanlan...it would be interesting to see her reaction to say the least. But we also have another story. Other than that...nothing much has been going on...oh, of course the same problems are there and new ones are popping up...but it's simply not worth getting into. We crave conversation again...long stimulating conversation...Thank God for Als...she helps with that greatly. We will survive just as we always did. A dream of walking through the woods, blossoms falling all around...Home. This is Home. It is what we miss about home...but it still lives inside us...thrives...And so long as it does...so do we. There is beauty in it...and in every street sign...every picture...Funny how you think it wierd what we do and claim to know how much hate lives inside...but I'd bet you'd be surprised to find out how wrong you are. We are just us...trying to be balanced and learn...and taking the beauty in with the ugly...to see something truly gorgeous..one day...maybe...we'll show you. One day...maybe... ~Angel in Runes~ |