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The Brad Pitt to my Edward Norton... 2002-04-15 - 11:02 p.m. [Music: Counting Crows - Colorblind] In quite an odd mood tonight. I mean...have you ever gotten the feeling that you do such great things...such risky and unimaginable things...only to find someone who does them twice so? I mean, I know in my head that everyone has someone better than them out there but it's...odd. Right now I'm seeing a lot of Brad Pitts out there for my Edward Norton. [/Fight Club reference] I'm just quite full up with admiration. People say I'm a ballsy chick and I just sort of laugh and I sit down and I have to tell them a story or two. Not exactly about people I know...but people I've heard of...people who's paths I have briefly crossed and in that passing have loved because there is so much to love inside these people. Maybe i'm the only person in the world that feels this way. That would be sad but...nice to know. I would like to be unique in that. I would like to live day to day...just going, doing, being...relying on the kindness of others. Like I said...I admire these people and all they have done. Sometimes I am filled with such love...I know it's hard to see it but it's there...always there. What one projects is not always what one is, yeah? I am slowly trying to pull my life back together. I am trying to figure out where I belong. And right now I think I belong anywhere...because anywhere you can find beautiful and interesting people. I hope all our paths cross one day... Oh...and when I say beauty? I don't mean outwardly of course...I mean inside....that's all around... I'm inspired to take my camera and just go...that would have to be the best thing about last year. I just went. I walked for hours sometimes...that was the greatest summer...driving..wind in my hair...walking forever into the trees and over the hilly roads just because... The trees were beautiful. I miss them a lot...there's nothing like them out here...if there is one thing I miss most...it's the trees...and of course the rain. I can never forget the rain. I am simply...content. ~Angel in Runes~