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More Normal Ramblings... 2002-10-09 - 1:24 a.m. [Music: Korn - Freak on a Leash] [Mood of Entry: Nervous] MORTALITY. So nice to waste it, right? ~rolls her eyes~ The damned stupidity of people sometimes...particularly the stupidity of those online....It astounds me. ~ashrugs~ Not my problem though. College starts soon and nervousness is finally taking hold. I sure as hell hope I can pull it off...because there's a lot of rules here.~sighs~ If my GPA drops below a certain number I lose my financial aid and my loan...if I do any one of the things on a very long list I get expelled. Because we're the charter class or first class of the new campus we aren't getting ANY slack. That terrifies me. If I am absent for a certain amount of days...I get expelled. If I somehow get porn spam at my school e-mail...I get expelled. Lateness can get me expelled for christ's sake! So...I'm scared...quite so. And all that's not mentioning the fact that I'm worried about whether or not I will have time for my friends outside of school...like the BAAU people. Besides the fact I'm unsure of how I'll be accepted once school starts..but...I have gotten a bit more confident and the people seem nice...but...Jeremy, the cute older guy who's also going to Brooks is taking night classes...that's no good.~pouts~ But...yah...beyond being scared I'm kind of excited. I have 5 classes total all week and they meet twice a week. I only have two classes a day starting from 7:30 to 12:30 with, an hour, I think, for lunch type stuff/break...but I'm not sure about that because I was told it was only 20 minutes but my schedule says an hour. After that i get to start work...but not for the first two weeks. I get my books the first week, my laptop the second and if things run smooth I can start work study on the 3rd week. Other than that i'm looking into a new credit card because the one I have through capital one is completely bogus. It keeps racking up late charges on me when I totally have been paying it off...it's a crock of shit, frankly...soo...no more pretty little visa for me. I think I'm going to get something in the way of a mastercard...(I actually got approved for a mastercard platinum but I don't need such a huge credit line. ^^;; I only spend what I know I can pay for...the card is a thing of convience for me..not something I just charge stuff to. I need a nice 300-500 dollar credit line and I'll be set.) other than all that I've been drawing and painting a lot so I don't randomly flip out...I need to pick out something cute to wear for school...and finish cleaning my room...I can't believe I start school this monday..it's so trippy. Now watch me bitch about my homework the first night. XD My teachers seem nice though, particularly my typography teacher...I want to be in that class already...it's my second class on monday, i think..that and graphic design 1...~isn't sure~ I need to go shopping for notebooks and the like and pick up contact paper for with which to personalize ALL my stuff. personalization is the key. ^_^ I might hit the thriftstore too just to see if they have anything good. So take a good look, y'know? After monday I'm'a be a college girl. ^_^ And I'm scared and nervous and giddy all at once. ~Angel in Runes~