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Independance Day... 2002-07-04 - 10:44 p.m. [Music: I.O.U. One Galaxy - The Ataris] Well, crappy music not withstanding, I had a rather interesting evening. As it turns out, this makes it a little over a year I've been in California. And the somewhat chill whether made me smile because I discovered there's some east coast in me yet. It was nice. i saw little kids playing in the many parks I walked by and boys playing guitar and laughing. Everyone looked happy. It was really rather nice to see that. It also got me thinking. A lot has changed since this time last year. July 4th last year found me crying my eyes out, pining for a love that will never be. This year though I find the 4th has a bit more meaning. i am happy for once. I am working to better myself and better my life. I realized today is a bit like my Independance day too. I'm an adult now and while that comes with responsibilities, I am coming to enjoy them. I am independant now too. Odd thought. And the fireworks were nice. They even inspired a picture I'm going to have to draw. I'm just glad I decided to go. I'm working on things...on making myself a better person and I really think it shows. I have changed so very much in the last few months and even more than that in the last year. it's sort of nice to think about. I'm just going to keep going...keep changing and trying to become a better person. I don't want to be perfect anymore..I want to be me.~smiles~ Happy fourth of july dear ones. ~Angel in Runes~