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Hard Living Our Truth... 2002-04-04 - 11:19 p.m. [Music: Orgy - Dreaming in Digital] Sometimes we let our words go too far...but...we simply cannot live in fear of what you will think of us...we were not brought up to live that way...we feel bad yes but we still stand by our choice. ...why can't others see the beauty we see? ...eyes dull now...we think we broke our image....she keeps crying...we keep crying... Tears in dull eyes that reflect no beauty..they reflect only pain and sadness and regret. We regret too much... And to think today was almost a good day..that's laughable...but again we knew the cosequences...And we hate ourself for being sucked in... Why can't we just love and care for the beauty and just..exsist? Why must we need?...desire? Especially when we can't understand..which means we can't explain to make others understand... God dammit...sometimes..times like these...we wish we had died three years ago. ...another story for another day...now we sleep in silence...it is our only comfort now....and not even a fear of the cease can bring us back at this moment...we don't want to talk..we never say the right words...our eyes see nothing...and our lips are bruised with stolen kisses...we hate ourself in this moment and no other. ~Angel in Runes~