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Garden of Heart... 2002-10-25 - 3:14 p.m. [Music: J'Y Suis Jamais Allé - Yann Tierson] [Mood of entry: Furfilled] Contented in every sense of the word. I'm on top on my homework, I'm learning and having a good time and am just incredibly happy. I think that if you think happy thoughts for a person..if you dream them in a happy place..eventually they'll find that. I have that wish for a lot of people. I wish them in a place that is warm...where they are loved and can finally be happy. ~smiles softly~ it's my base nature..i want everyone to be happy...and it's no longer about understanding or getting things in return...it's about being selfless and happier myself. Sometimes i see a garden for all of you to live...where you can be happy...one of you will care for the plants lovingly while the other reads aloud and the boy will be back with the one he loves and everyone will be the way they want to be. I see sun shining and green...nothing to disturb it...I wish a lot of you into that special place...It's a sort of personal thing as well...because over the years i've created this magnificent garden in my head...I just never thought to share it with anyone...~smiles~ I'll draw it someday...it'll be beautiful. I dunno...I'm just..bursting with joy right now...I've figured out a peice of myself without even trying and that makes me happy. It also makes me happy that while I still hunger for knowledge it doesn't run my life anymore. We are who and what we are...it doesn't change anything and it doesn't mean that I have to have some sort of place...I'm just me. I'm Air. I like to read lots of books and learn things from many different viewpoints so I can better see where people are coming from. I don't follow a set religion but i respect all of them for thier good and bad points. I like to take pictures of cars and people's faces and street signs and shoes and cracks in the sidewalk. I'm going to college to learn how to share my art with the world at the most basic level. I don't want to be forgotten but I have a terrible memory. I'm not thin but I am not fat. I treasure all the mundane things given to me, even the virtual ones. I have short hair that's a very light brown/dirty blonde. My eyes are green but sometimes blue. I have an obsession with mirriors because of Lewis Carroll's Through the Looking Glass but don't like to stare at myself in them. I ademantly believe in the rule of 3 and that magic can be a good thing. I like to laugh and cry and cuddle during movies. I'm just a girl. ~wrinkles her nose and smiles~ I love. There you have me...a collection of thoughts and dreams and hopes and aspirations that is represented in the figure of an average size girl from an average family in an average city living an average life. I am content to know this...and to dream of a garden where everyone can be happy. If I dream hard enough who knows...maybe I really will be able to share that dream with everyone I've grown to love as a brother a sister a friend a teacher...~smiles~ ~Angel in Runes~