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Friends of the Truest Sort... 2002-06-27 - 11:21 a.m. [Music: Color Me Once - Violent Femmes] What a beautiful turn of events. Things such as these tend to weed out the fools and bring forth the true friends. As such I lend great thanks to people like Henry and Orchid...people I still care about and refuse to stop caring about. People see what they want to see. they never see the changes violence tends to bring about. Thier loss I'd imagine. While I'm sort of drifting off topic...my apologies for not updating. I haven't been in the best of sorts lately.~grins~ But I have changed quite a deal recently. I'm...a singular person. One. Interesting that seeming as i fractured all the more during the whole outburst of violence that was, by my then skewed logic, quite justified. People do many stupid things. If my friends wish to believe merely what is written and not the meaning behind it...so be it. I know what I did. And prehaps it was the wrong way to deal with things, but it is between the girl and I. Not the world. As for Tish? We are quite through. I have changed and as such, I do not feel any direct anything for her. Not love and not hate. This has been an interesting collection of weeks. But...I'm done with all that mess. They don't bother me anymore. I lose people all the time...and people die all the time as well...It's no different. So you forget me...? ~chuckles~ You and a million others. But yes...I really need to go about "cleaning" a bit. And I must tell the people that are important to me such. I'm tired of this all. Quite so. We shall see who still stands by me. If they don't? It's no great loss. I'm sure I will miss them a while...and then nothing. That's the way it always is. Close your eyes and it doesn't matter anymore. ~chuckles~ And so what if I'm cryptic? It's so much more enjoyable. But yes...I will be sure to update more often...there is much to be said, I'd think. But until then I shall go about my learning. I have a lot of things I need to look at...somewhere here prehaps I will find more to myself...Interesting, that.~smirks~ Doesn't much matter. Take care darlings. ~Angel in Runes~