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Dreaming in Digital 2002-04-03 - 8:17 a.m. [Music: Miranda Sex Garden - Without Trace] Sinking into self again because we've just absalutly overloaded again. Hmm...the last time this happened, I think, was when Dar began to show us the truth...mmm...most likely. There are so many secret things going on...things that pass right before our eyes, truth masqurading as a lie.(and my spelling is quite terrible today) Today the connections grow again.~smiles~ Funny funny how it all works out in the end... I am happy for once. Things have been fairly shitty as of late but I am happy anyway....or at least whatever I consider happiness...whatever, yanno? Slipping off like so much dust...where no one can touch us.~giggles~ Unless we let them of course. And we look back and oh how much we've changed. We've created this almost lovely girl you see with all her different sides that all reflect back to us....a million different flowers reflected in her eyes at any given moment. There has been so much compromise and change for us to make her, the girl you see. The control had to shift. And now we're not so cruel...nor do we long for the drama that we once created... Life can be a movie all its own...there is no need for more drama than there already is...and there is also no need to create drama just to get someone to do what we want them to. Glad we aren't like that anymore...well...for rthe most part...most often..we of course have our moments but those are few and far between thankfully. Sometimes we wonder if we should define ourselves...givenly we are one person and yet not all the same. As all people have good and evil within them...we wonder if everyone is like this...or maybe something snapped three years ago and we simply became personified but never talked about it until now. So much...so much... I want to go out and get my camera fixed and take a million pictures and just let them fall down from the sky...street signs...passerbys...smiles...cars...flowers...a million pictures with a billion people inside who hold infinate dreams behind thier eyes. We still don't know quite what we are but we try to be a girl...a simple girl...blending...befriending those that won't be had by others...seeking out the truth and the hidden nature of the all that is everything....of the things that would scare children...and sometimes scare us just a bit as well. These people are people just the same...beautiful every one of them and we wish we could show them and put into words how much we love them..and how much we will miss them if they leave or we leave....mind you we don't think of leaving anytime soon...we're getting to like this living stuff....but still...quality, not quantity. Beautiful people...Yeah. A beautiful web spun of them...connecting us all...and we fit there somewhere...somewhere. We smile. ~Angel in Runes~