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Another Generic Entry... 2002-05-08 - 5:49 p.m. [Music: Bleed American - Jimmy Eat World] I've been listening to the above a lot as of late...mostly because I'm trying to work on a picture for it. I've got something going and it's not half bad...I need to finish. So it looks like someone was looking for me today...me and my little diary. For some odd reason that both pleases me and creeps me out. I mean...synful-lys is an old old handle and not something I give out...That and someone keeps visiting me from Uncle Bob's diary...(which I really need to re-add..he was quite the funny man) Ah well...I wave anyway.~waves~ In other news...well..not incredibly much has been going on...just regular teenager stuff...no true loves or great dramas kittens...sorry sorry. I did take the time out this morning though to pamper myself a bit. I picked out some cute and comfy clothes and pretty much relaxed all morning...that would be the wonderful thing about being a senior...you don't have to go to school during testing week til much much later. It's a beautiful thing. I painted my nails and my toes...and I got to wear the comfiest sandles I've ever owned...I got the damn things at walmart, too...they're just fantastic though...best $20 I ever spent. I'm starting the search for a job because it's quite clear I won't be going to college imediatly after high school...that doesn't bother me as much as it should, I think. But I would like to find a good job and go in a year or so. I'm just not ready for that level of commitment. Speaking of commitment and all things realationship-y...I'm still quite single and I'm begining to think I will remian so until i get out into the workforce. Everyone is quite right. I am not suited to high school boys. And they don't find me very atractive anyway. ~shrugs~ So no great romance for me...and I guess it doesn't bother me too much. I would in fact like to meet someone but it's true what's being said. I need an older boy that will be able to have long talks with me and respect me and accept me...that's asking a damn lot of a 18 year old boy. And frankly...I find older men more appealing...there are certainly any number of boys in BAAU I'd like to get to know better but that is also pushing my age barrier a little too much. Sadly a lot of the BAAU boys, though attractive and sweet...i don't think would work with me romantically. I'll find someone, I have no doubts about that...I just need to get out a little more. It's not really that big a deal...I just need to vent a bit because I'm quite pissed about prom. A boy I would like to go with seems to be completely oblivious. Sigh. Don't care though because i didn't much want to go anyway...they always play the worst music at proms....and I'm a techno dancer, myself...if I dance at all. i'm not exactly rythmically inclined. Ah well. Such is life. Still working on a million things as is my nature...i need to get back to work on regardless..it's been too long. Maybe maybe... Anyway..that's about it from me...Take care darlings. ~Angel in Runes~