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A Game... 2002-03-04 - 1:50 p.m. [Music: The Longest Journey Soundtrack] Well, people are just out to amuse me..or maybe I'm so numb I can only be amused by the petty goings on of day to day life...whichever. Hmm...I'm willing to bet it's not a good thing when one is only 17 but feels like this...mm..willing to bet. So many many stories to tell...what shall I tell you, hmm? Of how there is no pity for loved ones? Of how people die all the time, but only every now and then do you ever feel connected to any of it...or maybe of demons and gods and rebirth...or prehaps of a love I can't yet forget even though his words cut me in two...maybe of my violent emotional nature...? Or how much hospitals make me ill...of how sick everyone is...and how much I wish I could change it... I could tell you any and all of these things...it might take me a while, but I could. But I think we can suffice it to say my life has been running away without me as of late...and I've been quite neglectful. But while things go bad there is humor because something should come of all this, no? At the least I can brag something interesting later...~sighs~ I'm speaking in circles and confusing you, aren't I? Well...things are not too great at home, suffice it to say. And my temper got the better of me a few weeks ago...said words I didn't truely mean...~shrugs~ And it's just become another riddle... All these people...all of them connected to the one known as Tear...suddenly..they all find me and I don't know why. There is comfort and then there is not...but it is interesting...and then a note in my guestbook and a short conversation with Gemmah...it's just been a wierd patch of time...and death seems to premeate all of it. It's okay though...I will find a way..somewhere...improve the looks...change it all around...maybe I'll find the answers I seek some one of these days... I am a girl three years in the making...but excuse me if I change just that much more. It's just a game. ~Angel in Runes~